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4:16 PM

Sunday, March 21, 2010

lazing on a sunday afternnon felt so magical.

plus i was dreaming of weird people.

i watch freaky friday and ate my chicken rice so slowly.

i cant wait for tonight i think.

i feel like painting or smthg,

gonna jog in awhile before mass.( i think)

ltr alligators!

2:03 AM

in exactly 24 hours they will be back

i plan to ton and not sleep.

and report to work half asleep.

today's been alright.

fusion was so well done,superb uh their booths.

i spend time with ahma she is adorable

went to holland to stuff ourselves with xiaolongbaos

and steamboat dot's belated thing.

Hmm,

im so tired.

one more day to relax,

i wanna do something out of the norm!

my life is kinda boring.

he called me at noon to ask me if i would wear girl's t-shirt?

i paused.

i need my bestfriend back.

11:40 PM

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

Today was so much better.

i felt happier.

i had a miracle.

my ezlink card appeared magically in my black jeans pocket

when i couldnt find my ezlink card in my purse.

praise god.

Work was busy as usual, but i love it!

After work was best cause i met faith and ken

i think we talked non stop.

non stop hits!

thanks guys i love you!!

Anthony just called me all the way from aussie

so eggciting siak.

hmm heard they ate their neighbours leftovers for dinner.

hmm.weird.

ok now i'm really normal.

i can pretend he's at the lighthouse like everyotherweek.

miss him miss bernard miss bacon.

Hmm.

Thank didi you're so very nice :)

20 bucks today was a steal!

woooo

Tday \m/!

10:53 PM

Monday, March 15, 2010

today hasnt been very nice to me.

my closest tightest friend/s went to aussie

and left me to live on my own.

i cant.

i can actually tear in the mrt,while waiting for the shuttle bus,after putting down our last call outside the toilet,

went in the toilet cubicle to wipe my tears,

psycho myself to stay happy while i cant.

drown myself in manymany work,

still cant get distracted.

ahyaaaa

he's more than a boyf, my companion my friend,my enemy my lover,

youknow you always treasures things more after its lost or after its gone away.

so im asking you now,to treasure your friends, more imptly your family.

cause i miss my mum,she went to msia.

i miss my dad even though he's right outside my room.

im distracted with silly things,i should spend more quality with them.

im really thankful they care and put in efforts to teach us and to do things with us.

i love them.i finally figured out.life really is not abt how popular you are,who has more watches,who is prettier,who has more friends on facebook,who has more photos tagged on facebook.

its just bullshit.

i thank the lord for giving me this guardian angel

everyday i thank the lord because i feel immensely blessed.

everynight i thnk the lord for my friends even though they may have forgotten me or hate me.

i thank the lord for my family,because i think i have the best ones ard!

i thank the lord for my pretty house my pretty room.

i kinda dread gg to work tmr.

i cant say whatever i want (shy)

i hate keeping my mouth shut.

i hate not laughing and smiling.

i want to laugh and smile and fool around

i hate that ppl could be judging you by whatever you say/eat/wear.

emo ride on the way back.

i felt really lonely i swear.

but thena chubby malay boy with the longest eyelashes and suchan adorable face made me smile to myself.

ok,but other than that,i pull a long face,i put on a strong and cold front.push whoever who push me in the mrt. dammit.

may tmr i'l be better and stronger and happier and kinder and gracious to the strangers who love to push me in the mry.

im turning in early today

because i simply have nth to do

and the gym is close.

and i feel like crying to sleep tonight.

trust me,its easy.

you take my eye thingy,

its so easy to tear!

who wanna hire me as actress?

i can do a gr8 job.

ytd

i was suppose to swim and stuff

and spend the whole day with g,

but i joined my god family for a movie and jalan jalan.

didnt regret it.

it was interesting.

i might join the catechist.

its time to do something.

mum and ant i miss you.

:( :( :(

12:41 AM

Friday, March 12, 2010

Hi Hi Hi,

been busy!

in a good way

i dont procrastinate anymore.

i focus like siao.

which is also good.

cant wait to sleep in the weekends

and play.

haha,i need it,i so need it.

no life,sleep work eat work eat tv sleep

cycle.

ant gg aussie this coming monday

after which straight to e lighthouse.

hmm.

THANK YOU FOR THE SURPRISE!!

THE PURPLE COLOUR CODES SWATCH WATCH!!!!!!

YAYYYYY

Feels like my birthday.

oh yeah its coming in a month.

Hintssssss.

i got so many mind boggling things in my mind.

i noted myself to write em down,but i guess not now.

its past my bedtime.

Till then,

Byeeeeee!

jesus love you!

11:51 AM

Saturday, March 06, 2010

im officially year3 on monday,

sure its scary but its so exciting.

sure im gonna miss my friends so so much

but hopefully i'll still see them occasionally.

its the weekends,i have noone to hang with.

its a sad life,

ohwell.

anyone?

10:11 AM

Thursday, March 04, 2010

i miss drawing people items anything.

people you are l8,once again.

we take time for granted.

we take our life for granted.

i miss my dad,but pls,without the ciggies pls.

12:37 AM

been jogging consecutively from mon tues wed,

but hot n spicy shacker fries came wooooo!

dont care la!

i am crazy over fries+ hot and spicy stuff.

watching jon&kate new episode nao,so happy.

still adorable,i wish they were still tgt.

their first day at junior k.i srsly dont mind being their babysitter srsly.

after this show im gonna get started!

i can do thisssss!

abit scared for attachment next week though,

its too fast!

im growing up!

woooo!

11:18 PM

Monday, March 01, 2010

hi babyloves.

i feel insecure,as always.

major weight gain ever since after bali.

after post tanning colour faded. boo,and then the stupidwoopeedoo

cny.then everyday(almost) eat fastfood and bubbletea.

yeah.i grew wider,its super obvious.

today we did our interview for social awareness.

hope to get more tmr,yay,

feeling enthu as ever,now that i can focus.

bye ant.hi focus.

ran in the gym at 10plus,after much delay and moan.

i pushed myself.

this week everyday workout 30mins.

and no sugar/carbonated drinks.

i cannot resist bubble tea lehz. tsk.

last week,we can so do thissssss!

and then next week, gg alr.

if you guys dont knw what gg is,its good game.

yeah,i dont knw how or why they use it but i just follow the trend uh.

they went jb without me,kinda speechless,although its not anybody's fault cause i really am busy all week. boo,nvr really got to go jb with any of them yet ha. next time la

tmr full of sweat prepare many tissue.

i am self conscious self critical,thats the only 2 things im good at.

not motion ok. not motion.whyyyyyyyyyyy.

Joscelyn Adrienne Heng

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